You know what people do that's kinda dumb? We dwell forever and on about the negatives. If someone says something nice to you it makes your day but if someone say something mean to you it ruins your week or maybe even your month. If a baby is born you're happy for a while but if someone dies you never ever forget it and you always feel sad about it. You have all A's in your classes but you fail one test and you feel bad about yourself all week. You get into a fight with your friends? You always have doubts in your mind. We gossip and spread rumors and talk rudely to people. God why are we always so negative? We always think "oh remember when she called you ugly?" Why don't we ever think to ourself "oh remember when she wrote you this paragraph about how much you mean to her?". Even on the news all we hear about is bad things that have happened. People complain about dumb things far too frequently and more than half the time whenever my parents open their mouths it's something that I've done wrong. I think a bout this a lot and I think it's one of the main causes for my depression. I was never around really happy things. The above examples have been what my life's always been like. And I think that it built up into the form of my depression. Which is sad. Of corse it's not the only reason as to why I'm depressed but it's a reason. Let's stop bringing other people down because I'm sick of it. Let's bring people up. Let's be nice to one another- face to face or behind their backs. Let's be positive and just be happy whenever you can be. This negative world makes me sick
did you find love this year? - " i’m so sick of writing about my heart as if it’s this beaten up, bloody thing. i’m so sick of it being something i’m ashamed to look at. i’m so sick of throwing it against the pavement, breaking it open for everyone to see, opening up my wounds for entertainment. i’m sick of my pain being an art museum of broken things. i’m sick of the only thing people knowing about me is how much i bleed. because the truth is this: my heart, it’s still beating. and that’s beautiful, no matter what even my own self tries to tell me. isn’t it amazing how your heart keeps beating through every bruise? isn’t it amazing how no matter how much somebody takes from you, you still have more to give? isn’t it amazing? tell me it isn’t. tell me you think something else means more than the fact that i’m still living. the fact that if you’re reading this, you’re still living too, despite everything. so no more sad poems. no more opening up old wounds. no more staring contests with the things that broke me. no more dwelling on every crack when i am still a whole, complete person. i’m so sick of giving myself a disclaimer: a “i’m hard to love,” an “i’m crazy,” because the truth is i’ve been hurt, but i’m still pretty kind, and that is truly amazing. " — i’m going to be happy if it kills me
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122 83049 hours ago
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i’ve always been made of iron fists and i guess at this point, i’m just looking for somebody to be soft with me. i’m just looking for somebody to say look: i know you’re mad right now but tomorrow you’ll get over it and i’ll still love you and you’ll still love me and that means everything. what i’m saying is i know i always make it seem like i’m angry but anger has always been a defense mechanism when i’m really hurting.
did you know that almost every time i’m screaming during the night, i drive home crying? did you know that i’m afraid to reach out to my friends because i think they’ll go running? did you know that i stopped blaming myself, i started realizing that people are afraid to show emotions in a world where people always brush them off.
so here’s what i’m going to do: i’m going to start saying thank you more. i’m going to tell people how much i appreciate them. i’m going to say i love you, because i’ve lost too many people without them even realizing how much i do. i’m going to start asking how are you more. i’m going to keep crying because nothing good comes out of hiding your feelings and i don’t care anymore who judges me for it. i’m going to take down my guard and show others that i’m struggling and that’s okay. because i know you probably are too.
what i’m saying is hurt manifests itself in different ways and just because people don’t show hurt in the way you’re used to doesn’t mean they don’t feel it. what i’m saying is check up on your friends. many of them are good at hiding their true feelings.
172 76028 hours ago
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