Chapter 16 "I'll be there in an hour." Alec sighs and continues to glare at Izzy.
"Thank you Magnus." She leaves with a flourish. Alec looks at Magnus worriedly.
"You gonna be ok?" He asks, scouring his boyfriend for signs of discomfort. Magnus nods and gets dressed.
"You don't have to go." Alec says suddenly. Magnus turns around, all decked out in silver-black ensemble and smiles. "I'm fine now Alexander. And as long as you are with me, I'll be fine. How do I look?" He asks, tucking a strand of loose hair behind his ear. Alec smiles lovingly.
"Breathtaking." He says, wrapping his hands around him and resting his head against the warlocks shoulder. "Promise me you'll tell me if you feel uncomfortable or you feel upset." He murmured into Magnus's neck. Magnus looks up and smiles at Alec.
"I promise." They kiss once more and go to the institute. (How was that😂 more malec to come☺️ Don't be fooled by the happy scenes... Angst is on its way😂)
Everything in my head and heart hurts.
I'm not sure what's up
And what's down anymore,
All I recognize is the dull throb between my eyes,
The sullen ache within the well of my chest.
I've been trying,
Oh I've been trying,
To gain a grasp on reality,
But I'm not sure what that is
And through the thick fog of my skull
It's hard to see.
The breathing hurts,
Coming in rasps.
The swallowing catches,
Somewhere short in my throat.
The feeling doesn't stop,
Rolling in waves
One after the other,
So just when I think it's done,
And it's endless,
This thick murky shadow.
I'm trapped in my own filth,
My own discomfort,
My own emotional confusion.
And I am begging for a way out,