Each year my mom lets us get one ornament, and this is the one I got for this year. 💙 We have to wear blue scrubs for our clinicals, so I figured it was perfect to mark my time in nursing school! (I got it on Etsy)
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Ratunku! 😭 Macie czasami tak, że musicie się czegoś nauczyć ale w ogóle nie wiecie jak za to się zabrać? Ja właśnie jestem w tym momencie życia 💁🏻 Jest po 1 w nocy, a ja sobie siedzę nad chorobami 🧟♀️ Czasami można się załamać i mieć ochotę jebnąć (sorki) wszystko w kąt, usiąść w fotelu i obejrzeć sobie coś na Netfixie 🤦🏻♀️i czasami trzeba się ponieść tej kuszącej czynności bo jak się będziemy uczyć z przymusu to nic z tego nie wyjdzie, a tylko czas się zmarnuje.. #hardlife#study#biology#diseases#go#to#medicine
무언가 되어야 한다는 것은 공포다 중고등학교는 공포였다 막 뭔갈 이루고 싶어서 너무나 부지런들 하거든 그래서 그것은 공포야 내게는. 나는 연약하고 마냥 부서지고만 싶지 그들처럼 부서지고 부딪쳐서 끝내 단단해져가고 싶지는 결코 않았거든. 말랑거리면서 결과적으로 바보같이 내가 좋아하는 것들만 하고서는 그것으로 맘껏 부서지고만 싶던거지 그렇게 스물하고도 두 해를 까무룩 보내는 동안.
재수를 오래 하다보니 자존감이 떨어질대로 떨어져 웬 열등감 만으로 가득 차서 괘씸대는 이 아이는 이를 탈피해보고자 "나는 매력이야." 를 중얼거리고 있는 나날들을 보내고 있는 중이다. 여태 공부를 하지 않은 것은 내내 그것에 흥미를 전혀 붙이지 못한 이유인 것이다. 나는 내가 하고 싶은 것만을 했고 지금껏 그것에는 '노력'이 불필요했다. 결과는 예체능 입시에 모두 떨어졌다는 것이고, 이제와 노베이스로 수능길에 접어들게 된 까닭은 인터뷰를 즐겨보는 취미 비슷한 행동으로부터 생겨났다.
그들 중 배우 진선규와 김 훈 작가의 말은 내 마인드를 정말 많이 바꿔놓았고 둘은 또 어떤 점에서 꽤 합의되는 면이 있었다. 우리 뭔가 되려고 하기보다 하루하루 내가 해야만 나 자신이 '살아지는' 일들을 하며 그 안에서 어떻게 발전을 할 수 있을까를 고민해보자는 것.
수능은 예체능 입시의 모호함(내신이 안좋기 때문에 항상 실기로 승부해야만 했던)을 위한 어쩔 수 없는 확실한 보험이자 마지막 방편이지만 당장 수능 뿐만 아니라 앞으로의 내 삶을 어떻게 지내야 할 것인가에 대해 많이 느끼고 공감하고 배우는 순간이었다.
틈틈이 행복을 하기 위해 나는 수능 공부가 처음임에도 불구하고 부족하지 않게 영화와 글들을 탐미하고 소박한 그림 프로젝트를 시작할 예정이다. 틈틈이라도 행복을 하자 우리 행복하게 행복을 행복.
공부습관 이미 중학교 입학하면서 잃었구,, 이 수능길이 나는 너무도 두렵다 호호,, 이런 아이도 있다 생각하고 감히 모든 분들 새로운 한 해 힘내십시오. 🙏🏻
When your APUSH study guide is over a hundred terms 😫
In other news, I haven’t been posting again because exams are next week for me. I also took the ACT today so I’m exhausted 😴 I still have about 20 more terms of this study guide, so I’m contemplating whether or not I should finish today…
Anyway, good luck to everyone with exams (and if you’ve already taken them then I hope you did well!)
I studied outside of my bedroom today. It was a miracle!!
Here’s my review of @knockknock’s Action Items pad:
Okay so as you may already know, I absolutely love this! The way that it’s organised with the priorities and the ability to write notes at the bottom really suits someone with a busy schedule. I tend to do things in order of when I get them and as a result, I don’t leave myself much time for assignments. With this notepad, I don’t feel afraid to skip tasks that are less important. The bright colour, as with their entire range of products, is amazing. It can bring that pop of colour to dull study environments. If I was to give one negative (and it isn’t much of an issue at all), it would be that having room for 15 items and filling all of those in can make a person feel quite overwhelmed about all of the work you have to do. If you want to use one piece of paper per day, writing down about 15 things you want to do might stop you from focusing your attention on the most important tasks of the day. I’d say this notepad would be best used over multiple days for that reason.
Sorry, I’m not very good at reviews. This is just my opinion.
Remember that if you want a chance to win this Action Items Pad and 7 other items from @knockknock, be sure to enter my giveaway ending on December 20th 👍
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Tokyuhands @ Osaka, Osaka City Mall (?) The selection is like Singapore’s, just that it’s probably a few cents cheaper after tax. Still felt so amazing seeing everything! I’m glad I didn’t spend too much either phew 😍
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Happy hump day 🐪
Sat through a tough three hours of cardiopulmonary physiology and definitely need to buckle down this weekend to get comfortable with all the new material. Still loving physiology and learning ECGs is so cool!! How is your hump day?
10 9053 days ago
This isn’t study related but just wanted to show my appreciation for @kooding & @envylook_en. They do not fail to impress, absolutely love all the pieces I purchased from them 😍. Fortunately, it was shipped and delivered before going abroad. Reliability level: 100%👌🏼
5 6173 days ago
my last post flopped q a bit yike 😟 do tell me what i can improve on/what other things i can post that will be interesting!!
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AHH sorry for the repost i felt the prev post was way too dark ohno:(
new feed! what do you guys think?
this is my molang follower tracker, inspired by @belstudy💗
how did you spend your day?i splurged so much money on good food, brush pens, watercolours and embossing materials😭 so im pretty much broke (and i haven't even gotten the heat tool) anybody intrested in embossed muji books? I can do them in brush lettering font or the gothic font hehe🙆♀️
11 5783 days ago
SIX more days and ill be back to posting daily!!!! im so sorry for my inactivity - ive been soso busy studying for finals
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thank you so much @mosseryco for sending me a 2018 Planner! 💕 I really like how pretty the cover looks with the gold personalization! (featuring my chinese name 琳琳) The pages are really minimal too, so they're perfect for decorating and so aesthetic! There are also many different pages, such as a yearly overview, monthly overview, and weekly pages! 📅 Swipe to see more pictures of my planner! You can also use my code ALEXIS15 for 15% your own 2018 Planner (valid until December 19th, 2017). In case you were wondering, I don't earn any commission from this code :) #mossery#stationery#personalized#gift#planner